Wtf? i didn’t do shit and my mother is telling me to quit adding problems in this house like what the fuck did i do this shit to make this things happen. I swear to god i got nobody to believe me because every time my sister is adding drama and all this screaming and all this cutting herself. IS MY FAULT . EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN IN MY HOUSE, i mean EVERY TIME THAT YOU ARE GONE, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THIS THING HAPPENS, im too afraid to tell you… (do u even know why???) because i care for you so much to add this drama towards you while you working and now its all my fault , its all my fault for you for adding this drama that you think that i created, I just dont want you working and thinking about this stupid things that goes down in this house, DO U THINK IS ALWAYS MY FAULT?????????…. do even think that i wanted this to happen…. i don’t deserve this. im crying for no help. im so tired, I dont have this energy to begin with. i fucking hate my life. I just dont deserve this.
